I think I’ve finally hit rock bottom emotionally. I’ve never felt so undesirable. Clearly I shouldn’t have started dating again. Guess being single isn’t so bad after all. No one to impress.
The worst part is, every time I meet a guy who inevitably never contacts me again, I just assume it’s my fault. I’m not good looking enough or I’m not interesting or successful enough. I put the blame on me.
Well if I just give up at least no one will be disappointed anymore. Also I won’t dwell on it if I don’t date anymore. So I’ll just give up I guess.
Now to figure out the career, cause this working to work thing just fucking blows. Someone tell me what to do?
I’m just so passed the point of caring. I’ve stopped caring about myself and my life. I hate this feeling.
Anyway, rant over. Back to your regularly scheduled programming.